InvaderAbbey

So I don't forget the stuff I gotta doooo

Hey hey hey~Just gonna get this up to get those depressing journals out of the way!

I'm crying right now.I'm sick to my fucking stomach and I'm crying.My hands are shaking. It's hard for me to type.I never thought this would affect anyone. At all.Home life has been absolute shit. I'm not looking for sympathy, just writing to get things out, in hopes someone will see it. Because writing something in a private journal, where no one can see it, helps me none.As I was saying, shit's been going on that's started screwing with my head horribly. Wrecking my self-esteem even more than it already is. Making me believe that I'm... really worth nothing./random audience shout: CRY ME A RIVER EMO KID//clears throat/ I hate myself righ...